Thank you. I now have more understanding of what it is that I am after. Before, I knew that what I was doing was a good thing because it was making me aware of things that you can`t see or touch.I was becoming aware of another place. It proved to me that the people who speak of these things are telling the truth. It makes you feel so wonderful to begin to know that you are not going to disintigrate when you die and all of the earthly trials were pointless. It never did make sense to me that we were all an accident. Never.
But I needed to find the truth for myself and not just take other people`s word for it.
You know, in all of the books, hundreds, that I have read, I don`t remember any of them saying what you`ve said to me today. If I had come across this info, I would have had a clue.
I do remember the saying that meditating is listening to God, but that doesn`t really explain how it works and why. I`ve never UNDERSTOOD before that clearing the mind as best as one can is the goal which allows higher spiritual knowledge to come in.
If I didn`t get that right, please correct me. I must have something right because I feel like a door has been opened.
I prayed, whined, complained, threatened, and begged for enlightenment. I think they sent me Dr. Chalko.